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  The lesson had been a steep price to pay, but he’d pay it again a hundred times over if it meant remaining a Feral Warrior, one of only a handful of shape-shifters left in the world. At the moment, the Ferals were all that stood between the races of the Earth, both immortal and human, and destruction by the Daemons, if the soulless Mage succeeded in freeing the fiends, as they were determined to do.

  Wulfe dug his keys out of the pocket of his jeans and let himself into the cab.

  If only he could keep Natalie safely out of this war. But the way she was glowing . . .

  He shook his head, his heart heavy as he started the truck and headed home to Feral House.

  Natalie Cash wasn’t safe at all.

  Chapter Two

  Wulfe pulled his truck into the wide circular drive of Feral House in Great Falls, Virginia. The three-story brick mansion was set among the trees in this upscale neighborhood near the Potomac River a dozen miles outside of Washington, D.C. Vehicles lined the drive, the house itself overflowing with people now. Lyon had recruited a large contingent of nonshifting immortals, Therian Guards, to back up the Ferals in their rapidly escalating battle to keep the Mage from freeing the Daemons.

  Most of the Therian Guards hailed from the British Isles, and the strongest twenty had been moved into Feral House to help protect the Radiant. They’d quickly filled the extra bedrooms, the rest bunking on sofas and pallets in the living room, media room, and basement. Another 137 took up every spare bed in the local Therian enclaves and in the safe houses dotting the area.

  While it rankled that the Ferals needed backup, not a one had argued against the move. Not when the enemy had Ferals of his own, now—fully functioning, if evil, immortal shape-shifters—while the original Ferals’ immortality had been badly compromised.

  As Wulfe parked behind Kougar’s Lamborghini, the early-morning sun reflected off the dew still coating the roof shingles, making them sparkle. If only he’d find the mood inside as bright. If only they’d made a breakthrough in finding a way to reclaim their immortality while he was gone. But as he walked through the front door and saw the haggard faces of Tighe and Paenther as the pair descended one of the twin curved stairs that bracketed the huge foyer, that hope was dashed.

  “Where’ve you been?” Paenther asked, his tone only mildly curious.

  Several men and two women nodded as they passed. He recognized them only because Lyon had made them memorize the faces of the Guards. The house was full of the low murmur of voices, but the Guards were well disciplined and eminently respectful of the Ferals, and the place had not become the madhouse they’d feared. So far, the only real problem had been keeping them all fed.

  “You went to Frederick, am I right?” Tighe’s short blond hair gleamed brightly beneath the light of the chandeliers as he reached the bottom step and reached out an arm, clasping Wulfe’s at the elbow as their forearms slapped in the greeting of the Ferals.

  Wulfe didn’t deny it. “I couldn’t sleep.”

  Paenther greeted Wulfe in the same fashion, his jet-black hair framing a face that looked one hundred percent American Indian, though the warrior was only three-quarters. Slashed across one eye were three long scars, what appeared to be claw marks and were in fact feral marks. Each of the warriors had them somewhere on their bodies, the mark of the animal spirits that lived inside them. Wulfe’s own feral marks were on his forehead above his left eye. But he doubted even his brothers knew that. What were three scars among so many?

  “Did you see Natalie?” Tighe asked. All Wulfe’s brothers knew why he went to Frederick.

  He opened his mouth to confide what he’d seen, then closed it again. The Shaman would know better than anyone else if there was something wrong with Natalie. Or with him, for that matter. Until that ancient male had a chance to look at her, he’d keep it to himself. The last thing Natalie needed was to be dragged back into his world and this mess, even if the thought of her in his life again sent a thrill of excitement winging through his mind. Xavier seemed content enough helping Pink in the kitchens and remaining a virtual prisoner of Feral House, but Xavier was a rare case. Most humans would never accept imprisonment for a lifetime. And Wulfe didn’t want that for Natalie. If for some reason they couldn’t take her memories and let her go again, she might wind up with the same choice Xavier had been given—life as a servant of the Ferals, or death.

  She had a life, a home, a fiancé, and he wouldn’t steal those things from her, not if he had any other choice. He prayed that glow had just been his own vision messing with him.

  “I saw her,” Wulfe admitted. “She’s developed a soft spot for the wolf.” The memory of her sweet smile as she’d greeted him, her soft hands in his fur, tugged the corners of his mouth upward. Until he remembered . . . His mouth turned hard. “She wasn’t alone.”

  “Her fiancé?”

  “Neither of them seemed very happy. He accused her of changing.”

  Paenther snorted. “The woman went through hell. Of course it changed her.”

  Tighe peered at Wulfe. “Is she starting to remember anything?”

  “I don’t think so though she may be reliving some of it in her dreams. But even if she doesn’t remember, she knows her friends are dead. She knows her brother’s missing.”

  “So she knows something terrible happened during the days she lost.” Paenther’s mouth tightened. “Sometimes the not knowing is the hardest.” He clasped Wulfe’s shoulder. “She’ll be okay.”

  “It’s nice of you to keep an eye on her.” Tighe clasped his other shoulder.

  “Have you seen the Shaman?” Wulfe asked, as Paenther started toward the dining room.

  Tighe’s eyes narrowed. Stripes always saw too much.

  “He’s still asleep, I imagine,” Kougar said, entering the foyer from a different hallway behind them. “He and Ariana were up until dawn.”

  Kougar’s mate, Ariana, and the Shaman had been working tirelessly to figure out a way to counter the effects of the dark charm the evil Mage, Inir, had somehow snuck into Feral House, a curse that was rendering them mortal. They’d found the charm—a chunk of crystal of some sort—and destroyed it. But the damage had already been done.

  “Any luck?” Tighe asked.

  Kougar shook his head, not bothering to elaborate as he strode past them, following Paenther down the hallway to the dining room. No elaboration was necessary. How many ways were there to say, We’re fucked?

  As Wulfe moved to follow Kougar, Tighe stopped him with a hand to his arm, his gaze sharp. “What’s up, buddy? What’s really going on with Natalie?”

  “Would you quit being so damned perceptive?” Wulfe growled.

  Sympathy tightened Tighe’s expression, but he didn’t give way.

  Wulfe sighed. “She has an aura, a bright blue, green, and gold one. I’ve never seen anything like it, on her or anyone else.”

  “Have you ever seen auras?”

  “No. Maybe it’s just another of my newly awakened, strange-ass Daemon talents.”

  “But you’re worried something’s wrong with her.”

  “Yeah.” Hell, it was twisting his gut in knots.

  Tighe nodded with quiet understanding and clasped his shoulder again. “Maybe we can convince the Shaman to drive out there with us later and take a look at her.”

  Wulfe stiffened. “I’d scare her half to death.”

  “You don’t know that. She wasn’t scared of you the last time she saw you.”

  “She’d just been attacked by a Daemon. And she doesn’t remember any of that, now. Or me.”

  Tighe’s expression turned thoughtful. “It might be safest if the Shaman knocked on her door alone. He can pretend to be a kid selling popcorn or cookies or something. Kids are always coming by here selling popcorn or cookies.” The Shaman might be thousands of years old, but thanks to a Mage attack in his youth, he still looked fifteen.

  “Okay. Thanks, Stripes.”

  Together they headed to the dining room, stepping thro
ugh the archway into the large, formal room. Around the mammoth dining table sat most of the other Ferals and their wives. Only Lyon was missing. And his mate, their Radiant, Kara.

  Zeeland alone among the Guards sat at the dining table with the Ferals. One of the highest-ranking, he was a close personal friend of a couple of the Ferals. To Wulfe’s knowledge, no one had ever told the other Therian Guards that they weren’t welcome at the main table, but they seemed happy enough out on the patio where the morning sun filtered through the summer trees, or at one of several card tables that had been set up in the open space between the main table and the hallway.

  As Wulfe and Tighe started across the dining room, Tighe’s mate, Delaney, strolled out of the swinging door to the kitchen, a tray of sweet rolls in her hand that she placed on one of the card tables. Seeing Tighe, she smiled and joined them.

  Tighe hooked his arm around her shoulders. “How’s it going in there?”

  Delaney’s smile turned rueful. “As well as can be expected with five women and one blind male in the kitchen. Pink’s not happy, but with so many mouths to feed, she needs the extra hands, and she knows it. Some of the Guards have offered to help with the cooking, but that was a complete nonstarter. Pink won’t even let them in the kitchen.” She shrugged. “We’re handling it.”

  Tighe gave her a quick kiss. “Don’t overdo it.”

  She grinned at him. “I may be pregnant, but I’m immortal, now, remember?”

  Tighe grinned back at his wife. “And I thank the goddess every day for that.”

  With a low laugh, Delaney headed back to the kitchen. As Wulfe and Tighe neared the main table, the other Ferals rose, greeting them as if it had been weeks and not hours since they’d seen one another. Humans rarely understood the need that the animals—most of the animals—had for touch. Hawke and Falkyn could take it or leave it, as could Vhyper. But the cats and canines were another matter.

  Despite the warmth of the greeting and the sunshine pouring in through the back windows, the mood in the room felt heavy and thick with frustration. No one at the main table spoke as Wulfe grabbed a plate from the stack in the middle and began stabbing thick slabs of smoked ham off of one of the platters. Out of the corner of his eye, he spied Xavier coming toward the table from the kitchen, a pitcher of juice in one hand, a blind man’s cane in the other. Wulfe’s gut tightened at the sight of Natalie’s brother.

  “Three more steps head-on, X-man,” Jag said.

  Xavier, the only bright spot in the room, grinned and took three more steps. Jag lifted the pitcher out of his hand. “Thanks, dude.”

  “X . . .” Wulfe said, pushing himself from his seat and joining Xavier as the young man made his way back to the kitchen. “I stopped by to check on Natalie this morning.”

  Xavier’s face fell, his expression hiding nothing. “Is she okay?”

  “She looked good. Her fiancé was with her.” Not lies, not really. Natalie had looked lovely. And her relationship with her fiancé would probably be fine.

  “That’s good. I’m glad she has someone to help her through this.”

  “Me, too. Just thought you’d like to know.”

  The kid grinned. “Thanks, dude.” Dude, always dude.

  “You’re welcome, dude.” And now he had them saying it.

  He saw no need to share his worries with Xavier since the kid could never leave Feral House to see his sister again; nor could she ever know he still lived. They occupied two different worlds, now. Xavier and Wulfe one, Natalie the another. It was a fact Wulfe would do well to remember himself.

  Returning to the table, he took his seat across from Fox and his new mate, Melisande, and dug into his meal.

  “Everyone still able to shift?” Paenther asked, his tone nonchalant even as a thread of tension ran through his words.

  It was no idle question. The Ferals had been at war with the Mage pretty much from the dawn of time except for a small period five millennia ago when the two immortal races had pooled their combined power and magic to defeat the High Daemon, Satanan, imprisoning him and his entire Daemon horde in a magical prison, the Daemon Blade. But some years ago, the powerful Mage, Inir, had become infected with a wisp of Satanan’s consciousness left behind all those millennia ago, a consciousness that had grown within Inir until they suspected that Satanan himself now directed the Mage in the battle to free himself and his horde from that blade.

  The primary thing needed in order to accomplish that was the unanimous consent of all the Feral Warriors, a thing the real Ferals would never give. But Inir had found a way around that. He’d created a small band of evil Ferals, and now slowly destroyed the good ones through the curse that was turning them mortal and would soon, they feared, steal their ability to shift into their animals, if not steal their lives. They suspected that the charm had been made with Daemon magic, the most powerful force on Earth. Unfortunately, none of the usual methods of clearing the magic had worked. All they could do now was search for a cure. And pray they found it in time.

  Wulfe was shoveling his last bite into his mouth when Lyon strolled into the dining room, Kara in his arms, tucked neatly against his chest. Though of average height, the woman looked tiny within the arms of her powerful mate. And very ill thanks to another of Inir’s diabolical attacks. But her arm was hooked around Lyon’s neck, her tired eyes bright with pleasure as she spotted the rest of the Ferals. As one, they rose and went to greet her.

  Wulfe kissed her on the forehead, squeezing her hand, as Kougar patted her knee. One after another, they silently told their beloved Radiant how much they cared until her eyes were shining with unshed tears.

  The Radiant was the one woman in all the world who could pull the energies from the earth that allowed the Ferals to access the power of their animals, to shift. Without that radiance, even without a dark charm fucking up the works, they’d eventually weaken and die, though it would take time—a couple of years.

  But Kara had come to mean far more to them than simply their provider of radiance. Though she’d only been with them a short time, and had come to them believing herself human, she’d proved herself brave and loyal beyond compare, stealing all of their hearts, not just the heart of their chief, to whom she was now mated. If anything happened to her, they would all suffer. Lyon would be destroyed.

  Lyon pressed a kiss to the top of his mate’s head, then joined them at the table, seating Kara to his right.

  Kara smiled wearily. “I needed a change of scenery.”

  “Twenty minutes, no more.” Lyon grabbed a plate. “Eggs? You have to eat.”

  Her smile turned soft as her gaze met her mate’s. “You’re a tough nurse. But, yes, eggs would be nice.”

  Lyon’s eyes filled with such love as Kara’s hand covered his much larger one, that Wulfe almost felt compelled to look away.

  Around the table, the Ferals turned to their wives with a kiss or a touch, all moved by the deep love between their chief and his mate, all sharing the fear that the Ferals’ days were numbered. Only Wulfe and Vhyper remained single, which was a startling change from a year ago, when Wulfe had been the sole mated male. Nine months ago, his mate Beatrice, their previous Radiant, had been killed in a Mage attack. He’d mourned her, of course. Mating bonds between immortals were physical things that, when broken, damaged the one left behind. And he had been damaged in ways he was only beginning to figure out.

  The thing was, as he watched his brothers with their mates, he knew that what he’d had with Beatrice had been pale and thin in comparison. Theirs had been a mating decreed by the goddess, as the Radiant’s mating always was. He’d hoped it would be a good one, like Lyon and Kara’s, but Beatrice had never been able to see past his scars. She’d allowed him to make love to her, but only on occasion, and only in full dark. He’d often suspected she’d fancied herself the Ferals’ queen and he the one designated to serve her sexual needs. But she’d never really wanted him. And he was certain she’d never loved him.

  No, their rela
tionship had not been satisfying to either of them, and while the severing of their mating bond had damaged him, her loss hadn’t crushed him as it should have.

  As his gaze roamed the table, skipping from Hawke’s stroke of Falkyn’s cheek to Paenther’s eyes as he gazed at Skye, to Melisande’s head tipped against Fox’s shoulder and the soft kiss he placed on her crown, he felt an ache deep in his chest. An emptiness. A loneliness that he’d rarely felt so sharply. Because there was a woman that his heart had begun to long for. A human engaged to another. A woman who could not be his.

  Natalie.

  Jag dropped his fork suddenly, with a startling clatter, his face a mask of alarm.

  Olivia grabbed his hand. “What’s the matter?”

  “My animal . . .” He shoved to his feet so fast his chair fell back, slamming against the floor. With quick, hard strides, he moved away from the table, his back to them, ramrod straight, his fists clenched at his sides. Suddenly, he whirled to face them, his face a mask of shock, quickly turning to fury.

  “I can’t fucking shift!”

  The room went silent, even the Guards quieting. As one, the Ferals exchanged glances, the ramification of Jag’s statement rushing over them simultaneously.

  Deep inside, Wulfe’s animal growled as if he understood. And he probably did.

  “It’s begun,” Kougar murmured.

  They were losing their immortality. Now, their animals.

  Olivia rose and went to her mate, sliding her arms around Jag’s waist as he hauled her close in return.

  Did this mean Jag would be the first to die? Goddess help them all. The moment they were gone, there would be nothing to stop Inir and his evil band of Ferals from freeing the Daemons.

  Paenther asked the question they were all thinking. “Maybe we need to attack Inir’s stronghold while most of us can still shift, Roar.”